i went to work today with hubby by my side coz his bike kat workshop. so he had no other choice but to take the train. bcoz of the catfight we had yesterday, we both were quiet throughout the journey. i was staring into space, when hubby suddenly kissed my forehead. i do not noe why but i was deeply touched, so i hug him. and everything went back to normal.





work was ok, until i saw my colleague from the other office. 1 look at her, i noe she had juz finish crying. so i went to her and ask wat happen. while we were halfway talking, she had sumting to do. so around half an hour later, she sent me a lenghty email regarding what has happen. ok, so i tot it wasnt tat serious, as everybody makes mistakes. then after lunch, she called me, saying tat 2day was her last day at work.





i'm feeling sad coz she was my only confidante at work and that the malay staffs there is oh so little.





as usual, was bloghopping today, and i was reading an entry that really hurts me. i do not noe why. but its like i never existed in their lives. am i tat un-likeable or did they juz forget me? i tink that this is the 3rd time tis has happen. but then agen, who am i to say all this. maybe to them i juz a bitch and its better to forget me and let me be alone. and to them, if they happen to read this, i'm sorry if i have hurt u all in aniway. hope you all still treat me as ur fren/colleague.





on a happier note, i cant wait for payday, so i can, shop till i drop, with hubby and also my darling fidah. and november seems to be a hectic month for me. wats wif hubby's 22nd b'day, farrahuz 5th year anniversary, mummy's birthday and my company D & D on 29 Nov.





thats all for now.





and lastly, i love my boyfren!!






erm, happy halloween all!! haha!!