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Princessa
Yours Truly  Rara Alqadri |
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Boyfriend  Eric Heng Kun Fa My Heart & Soul
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Wednesday, November 5, 2008
as mentioned in my previous post, yes, yesterday was my hubby's birthday.no big celebration or even meet up with him yesterday, i was too busy with work and family. so sorry sweetheart. i will make it up to u tis friday. i love u so much dear. i'm feeling kinda blue today. reach office with a fuckedup face together with a fuckedup attitude. i just hate work nowadays. why izit i do not have alot of friends? i get so jealous when i bloghopped and see ppl have great outings with their own sets of friends. i'm not saying that i dun have any friends at all. in fact i have the bestest bunch of frenz who's been with me for about 5 years. but why cant i have more friends? worse still, i dun even have a best fren. it dawn upon me during raya. i did not even went out with any frens. not even wif hubby's frens. i was either out wif family or at home waiting for guests. i do not wan tis to affect me, but sumtimes its juz so hard and sad for me. why is it like that? am i such a bitch? am i un-likeable? or ppl juz hate to see the sight of me? or i'm juz forgettable? or isit sumting with my behaviour? how i wish i have all the answers..
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