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Princessa
Yours Truly  Rara Alqadri |
Man Of Life
Boyfriend  Eric Heng Kun Fa My Heart & Soul
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Kickass ♥Fidah ♥Sis iiCa ♥Fana ♥Wani ♥iLa ♥zAiNuRiAh ♥KhAdIjAh ♥Ashraf<3<3 ♥Fuad ♥Eka
Monday, November 24, 2008
my weekend totally sux.on saturday, i was supposed to go out with him. and since he was working the night shift the day before, and me being a considerate girlfriend, i told him at ard 9am to sleep 1st until abt 3 pm. to which he agreed.. and so assuming that he was already asleep, i went about to do my own things. supposedly wanted to send mum to the doctor but went i'm all dressed up and already at the bustop, we found out that the clinic was closed on saturday and only open on sunday. feeling all pissed off, the whole fam decided to have bfast juz behind our block. then aft tat go home. reach home and suddenly my fingers itchy to shop. gaji pe. so i ajak my littlest sis to sun plaza juz to waste money unneccessarily. and when i was browsing some maxi dresses, my mobile rang.it was him of coz. and he said he was going to his fren's nikah at yishun. alah, budak2 dier. budak qirana. and he ask me along.kwn dier nikah, yg aku nak sebok2 tu ape pasal??to which i replied, naik moto? then sorry i'm not going. then he said ok wateva. tat was only for starters. when i get home, i do not noe why but i was all pissed off.i shouted at him for only caring about his frenz and not abt me. i told him, why izit when i text him, he did not reply and when his frenz kol, dier bole tersadar frm his tdo? to which he replied "oh, my hp was on the loudest mode and it was right beside his ear."then bile aku ckp, abe i msg u tak dgr ah? he shut up. well, he did pujuk me saying that he will onli go off for awhile and then we wud go out. so yeah, when he said tat i did feel a bit better. so i let him go.tat was ard 1pm. so off he goes with me feeling a bit sore.and at ard 3pm it started to rain very heavily at yishun and swang. and memandang kan he naik moto, of coz he had to wait till the rain stop pe baru leh gerak. he told me to siap at ard 430 which i did. then he text me saying tat he will park his stupid bike at his frens place and to meet me at yishun mrt.so i agreed. off i went to mit him at yishun mrt. when i reach yishun,i kol him twice but theres no answer.tinking that he was on a crowded bus and cud not pick up his hp, i kol him agen. and he picked up. and he fuckingly told me, he was already at sembawang soaking wet. i tried not to shout as i was in a public place. and he told me this. "tadi i tgk hujan dah reda so i naik lah moto. pastu kat tengah jalan, hujan lebat pulak". i was super mengamuk alreadi. so before i act like a crazy woman, i hang up and stayed there and waited for him. after wat seems like eternity, he finally arrives at 5.32pm. i saw him fucking wet but i dun give a damn. and he still has the cheek to ask me to salam him. took the train and off we go to marina. sebab aku nk sgt pegi marina barrage. in the train i was tinking its no use i sulk. so i make the first step to talk to him and after that its like nothing happen. but my heart still feels sore. sunday more worse. oleh kerana kwn nye tu dah kahwin, kate budak design, mesti lah pegi escort kan. so i let him go lah. tinking i get to meet him later. abe smp aku dah tido, dah bgn member lum lg balik. so aku msg lah dier, dier ckp dier ngah lepak ngan brothers dier, so jgn kacau. dier ckp dier ngn brothers dier bknnye slalu, dgn aku hari2 pe bole jumpe. tat was the fucking last straw. i was hopping mad and we both are having our world war now yang ke brape, aku tak tahu. yg aku geram skali, dier lebih pentingkan kwn2 dier.dier tak kasi aku kluar ngn kwn aku smp aku dah tkde kwn skrg.aku nak taruk coloured extensions kat rambut aku pun tak bole.mak bapak aku pun tak ckp ape2!! and i was bloody wishing on sunday, that i have loads of frenz. why is my life like this huh? why cant i have normal frenz.. bloghopped juz now, and read something that hurts me alot. but then agen its not their fault. its mine. will post pictures on marina barrage later after work. aku nak nangis. bye.
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