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Princessa
Yours Truly  Rara Alqadri |
Man Of Life
Boyfriend  Eric Heng Kun Fa My Heart & Soul
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Kickass ♥Fidah ♥Sis iiCa ♥Fana ♥Wani ♥iLa ♥zAiNuRiAh ♥KhAdIjAh ♥Ashraf<3<3 ♥Fuad ♥Eka
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
not in a good mood and i hate tis feeling..yesterday, took half day leave from work to hv celebratory lunch for my parents 24th wedding anniversary but my sickening brother was not wif us coz he rather watch sum movie wif sum stupid bitch then be with the family. pastu ader hati nk mintak aku pinjam duit. thank god lah ok u hv a good sister like me. then after that i went out to boyfren for shopping & dinner & jus to spent time together..we had fun for the 1st part of the day, where he was storytelling me abt his holiday in malacca. and i kept asking him whether he misses me or not n he said he miss me terribly when it comes to his bedtime. hehe. we went to town, plaza singapura and i only bought for myself 2 pumps and bought for him a tshirt. then we sit down n chilled together, we had a talk and it leads to arguments with tears falling down my cheeks.. why izit tat i have a bf tat likes to rake up my past? it all started bcoz he saw my fucking coloured extensions. the red one. and he told me tat bcoz of tat he will marry me lambat. what the hell is the bloody connection wif my hair & marriage??and he continued talking abt my past mistakes and tat i was selfish bcoz i dun wan to ride the bike. so tat pisses me off real bad and resulted me shouting at him. and he dropped the bomb, he suddenly said that his parents hated me. the moment he said tat, his face change as tho he knew he had said sumting hurtful. tat was it. i cried again. non stop tears. i cried not bcoz his parents hated me. i dun care abt them. but i cried bcoz of the reason they hate me. they hate me bcoz I menyusahkan anak dier sebab i takut naik moto. and tat their beloved son has to follow my every word and not to ride the bike when he's going out wif me.. if u were me, wud u accept that reason?? it is my fucking problem if i dun wan to ride. r u going to bear FULL responsibility when i get into an accident?? is ur beloved son going to marry me if i am paralysed?? oh come on, by juz putting on red extensions, dier nk lmbt2 kahwin ngn aku. mcm bagus sgt gitu anak kau. and to bf, i dun fucking care, if u wan to marry me or not. coz wif my credibility, i can find sumone else who is willing to marry me for who i am. and kau nk ckp aku pompuan sial, take a good look at ur lil sister. she has blonde hair, piercings and TATTOO. she shd be ur main concern not me. and the best part is, u told me that when i get married, u wan me to pakai the tudung, and look at ur beloved mum!! how old is she?? nape dier tak pakai tudung?? why is she wearing tshirts and those figure hugging pants??? i noe i am very the kurang ajar. but really i cannot take this animore. how i wish i never knew u.. we managed to calm down before we get home. and i did not wan to make tings worse. so we r ok for now. my heart is really broken. you really do not noe how much u have hurt me.
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