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Princessa
Yours Truly  Rara Alqadri |
Man Of Life
Boyfriend  Eric Heng Kun Fa My Heart & Soul
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Kickass ♥Fidah ♥Sis iiCa ♥Fana ♥Wani ♥iLa ♥zAiNuRiAh ♥KhAdIjAh ♥Ashraf<3<3 ♥Fuad ♥Eka
Monday, February 16, 2009
I’m sorry if I have been too demanding. I’m sorry if I have always been so persistent. I’m sorry if I have been so petty. I’m sorry if I have been so fucked up. I’m sorry if I shut off and refused to listen. I’m sorry if I was so stubborn. I’m sorry if I was being so egoistic. I’m sorry if I keep on thinking that I was always right. I’m sorry if I do or say things without thinking and hurt you so bad. I’m sorry if it looks as though I’m not helping to work things out. I’m sorry if I don’t bother replying to your messages whenever we fight. I’m sorry if I hung up on you whenever we fight on the phone. I’m sorry if I shun you off and seems like I don’t need you anymore, When the fact is I need you so bad by my side. I’m sorry I made things hard for us. I’m sorry if I was being a pain. I’m sorry if I don’t wish to give in sometimes. I’m sorry for being a bad girlfriend. I’m sorry for everything that I have done. %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% my previous entry is all a lie. i did not have a blast weekend. it was disastrous and its all my fault. i noe tis is all too early. i shudnt have fall in love so soon. maybe i was desperate. desperate to be loved all over again. and i am shattered. shattered bcoz i hurt someone. and the pain is so unbearable until i feel like hurting or slashing myself. i'll tell you guys wat happen when i'm really over him. i really cannot afford to have another heartbreak. but then again, i am to blame. and to you, you may not be reading this, but from the bottom of my heart, i am really sorry. pls god, help me tide over this..
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