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Princessa
Yours Truly  Rara Alqadri |
Man Of Life
Boyfriend  Eric Heng Kun Fa My Heart & Soul
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Kickass ♥Fidah ♥Sis iiCa ♥Fana ♥Wani ♥iLa ♥zAiNuRiAh ♥KhAdIjAh ♥Ashraf<3<3 ♥Fuad ♥Eka
Thursday, March 19, 2009
i hv been feeling like shit this daes. and i do not noe why. its like everything i do seems so wrong. i really do not noe wat is wrong wif me. maybe, i'm just lonely. lonely like hell. the only person i cud talk to and share all my troubles is my lil sis. but i can expect her to be by my side 24/7 listening to my rants. i admit, i have quite a handful of guy frenz whom i noe frm Tagged. and i hv tis guy who is closed to me whom i will talk to every nite before i sleep. but it is not the same. my mind is still thinking of MH. tis is not easy for me. really not easy. sometimes, i really wan to call him up n tell him to patch things up wif me. but if i were to do tat, then my life will continue spiralling downwards. i get so jealous when i see couples out there. but the jealousy gets worse when i see my sis n her bf. but i cant tell her tat rite? tat is her right. i miss going out on weekends wif a bf, i miss those kisses n hugs, i miss the lovey goodnite smses, i miss sumone listening to my stupid stories.. i just miss everthing.. i wan to be loved all over again.. is there someone out there who's willing to love me for who i am.. 
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