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Princessa
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Boyfriend  Eric Heng Kun Fa My Heart & Soul
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Tuesday, July 7, 2009
I am not in a good mood. My entry is going to be wordy n long today. So, if u wan to read, just read. If not, go play far far. Hubby went fishing yesterday wif his kakis at Pulau Ubin and semalam jgk, my mum invited Eka & Fuad to my house for dinner. so everybody had their own partner except for me. felt abit left out but theres nothing i can do abt it. ;( but then again, everybody had fun laughing & joking around so it makes me feel a wee bit better. work totally sux to the max yesterday.sumting happen n sumone got mad out of the sudden and it totally makes me have no mood to work. i do not how sumone can be so hypocritical.was in an effing bad mood for the most of the day. drop a few tears but still did not make me feel any better.and it was made worse when the fucking HR rep said i cud not take the company transport. managed to finish all my work but that sumone just had to pass some of their work to me, with the reason for me to practise.so force to do it. while doing it, my bestest colleague, Edwin, suddenly msn-ed me asking me to cool down and gave alot of advises.it did make me feel better coz he noes what is going on around the office.so ya, was in a lighter mode when he said all tat.and then Justin offered me a slurpee which i declined coz it was too cold, but tat was enuff to show tat sumone cares for me in the office and i was a happy girl till work ends. ;p on the bus when hubby called me saying he was going fishing at Ubin. and it totally dampens my high spirits. then upon reaching woodlands, mum called inviting hubby for dinner at my house. told her wat happen & nearly raised my voice at her n feel guilty for tat.and there goes the rest of my mood.. do not noe why every single things makes me pissed off these days. and this morning while otw to work, a couple makes me boiling mad and frustrated.i always see this mid-30s couple at Jurong East mrt every single day.didnt bother me too much until one day i cant help but to notice the lady, kept looking at me from head to toe.so i look at her and she look away.so i buat bodoh.then as the days goes by,wheneva i walk or stand, the guy will whisper sumting to the lady and both will look at me.it makes me effing mad and theres nothing i can do and i fucking hate it. and so, today i was wearing red. and i am a sucker for wearing matching things. Meaning, red top plus black skinnies, red scarf, red earrings, red high-heeled shoes & red eyeshadow.to me it was not over the top but these couple was looking at my red eyeshadow and making comments. so i just stared angrily and both totally shut up and look away. i dont undastand why they are so fucking kepo. i think the lady is just jealous. jealous tat i am young and i am able to carry myself in bright, bright colours. the more u see n make comments abt me the more i'm walking tall.and one day, i'm gonna wear bright yellow complete with matching yellow eyeshadow and purposely walk in front of you. so, eat your heart out bitch. Kecik kecik taknak mampos, dah besar menyusahkan orang.
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