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Thursday, July 2, 2009
Received not- so- good news as soon as i reach the office. it makes me totally cant focus on my work. Wats worse is, i have to put on a smile on my face when in actual fact, i am on the verge of tears. i really do not undastand what he wants. All i noe is, he has been hiding a whole lot of things from us. And when we asked him abt him, he will keep denying it all the way. and when push comes to shove, he just go mad and scolds and beat up everyone. and theres nothing that we can do, except to just cry out loud and let him be. secretly hoping that he realises his mistake. but when it all gets better, he act as per normal and thought we would just forget it and move on. and he will be back to square one. and this cycle will continue again. even when evidence is showed right to his face, he will still keep denying, keep lying. why are u so fucking egoistic? we are really trying to save ur face here. u dun realise tat u r not even helping urself. i am clueless on what to do next.i feel like giving up.but when i look at her face, i get more depressed and when i look at him, the rage in me is overflowing. I have to be strong for them, even tho i noe i am not. Ya Allah, pls pls dont let me crumble.. On a lighter note, despite shopping-ing yesterday nite, i reach office at 730am today. thanx to Hubby for waking me up a gazillion times. ;p Wo hen xiang ni, u know?? I really wants this to be settle fast. I will do all my best. A note for you, i forgive but i dont forget.
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