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Princessa
Yours Truly  Rara Alqadri |
Man Of Life
Boyfriend  Eric Heng Kun Fa My Heart & Soul
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Sunday, November 8, 2009
The bf just got home this morning and he's now in his own wonderland. I am so so effing bored at home. What I wish for right now wud be, he waking up soon asking me out. which I doubt it will never happen. coz when guys sleep, they sleep like a log and forget abt everything.and i'm not praising myself, but i think i'm slowly changing. but on the other hand, i do not noe whether i'm changing for him or that my love for him is decreasing day by day. i give u an example. i am always demanding for whis whole-hearted attention, i dun care, whether he is busy at work or fishing or even chilling at home. i will make sure he call or text me or aniting that will make me feel a whole lot better. but nowadays, i dun seem to care. he can be quiet for as long as two or three hours and i wudnt even bother asking. i'll be just waiting for his call or msgs. same as wanting to meet up. if he isnt keen in meeting me up, then i also wont say aniting. i will wait for him to say it or come looking for me. i do hope i still can endure all this. i am so so bored and lonely. it sux to have lil frens. i cant help but to feel a tinge of jealousy, when i read up others blog who have tonnes of frens or see them going out with their frens. when i'm always, always at home most of the time. thats why i always say, my life only revolves around my family, work and the bf. its not that its not good, but sometimes it just get so so bored. i'm blabbering too much. bye.
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