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Princessa
Yours Truly  Rara Alqadri |
Man Of Life
Boyfriend  Eric Heng Kun Fa My Heart & Soul
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Kickass ♥Fidah ♥Sis iiCa ♥Fana ♥Wani ♥iLa ♥zAiNuRiAh ♥KhAdIjAh ♥Ashraf<3<3 ♥Fuad ♥Eka
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
 Not feeling too well today. i dono why i feel so bloated. been feeling kinda down these few days. its like i wan to pour out my heartfelt feelings but i just cant. its like no point saying what i want coz ppl will still dun undastand me. wats worse is, i dun noe why i'm acting and behaving this way. all i noe is, deep deep in my heart, its all bcoz i still cant get over that person. up till now, he is the cause of all my miseries. there was neva a day that pass by, that i wont think of him. sumting, sumwhere, sumone, will definitely make me think of him. stumbled upon sumting ydae that made me wonder who will say that. no, i'm not making a sob story for myself. u can just see my negative points, but u do not noe the real me. yes, i noe i have made alot of mistakes. but all these mistakes happen when i'm without him. and no, i am not a good girl. but its not up to u to judge me.its my life and i will live the way i want it to be. i'm sorry if i hurt all of u. tomorrow is his birthday and really i dun wish to wish him.but on another thought, i wan to be the last person to wish him. i noe he is happy with sumone prettier now. and i shd be moving on. met the bf just now and we always ended up quarrelling & argueing..
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